knitted sweater.♥♥

i really liked sweater. and recently i found a knitted sweater that looks a little bit "jadul". you dont know how warm this sweater. especially during the rainy season. with a cup of hot chocolate or tea. LEBEN IST PERFEKT!

struggles.

hi, its been a long day.

hi people. was your day good? mine was. its like i open my eyes in a different way. i really see everything as i am not "used to" it all. its all new and fresh, and i admire all the beauty i find in buildings, plants and beaches in a different way. i feel so blessed to be experiencing all this!

im sorry for all the loyal peoples around me, im not give some respect and make you feel im different. im busy, really i swear.

im just run my life as a new person, not a different person. im in the happy sense of freedom, gonna enjoy this for a while. im not a nerd, lover, or what. im not smart ofc everyone know that, i have no crush *the most important thing. andddd im busy with some important test preparation, its about education and about my future. have a plan of education isnt easy as winking, i need consider and be prepared from now. r e a l l y, i believe no one will trust me its okaiyeh. 

yo i have a so much plan for my life, now i dont want to dreaming about everthing i want/need, i will trying to achieve, gonna make my dream becomes a reality. no more dreams because tomorrow is waiting for some new experiences. dont want to spend my day to dream on, i have so much things to do. everyday must be a new day!

unexpectedly,2012 will end..... how freaking fast, sad and ironic, too much memories. especially bad memories hahaha............

hahh, i have a wonderful life sometimes….really i do. i tell you that not to brag but so you know how grateful i am. my life isnt perfect by any stretch of the imagination but i wouldnt have it any other way!

my last story. listen this!

well, i went to some school called YPAC last week, it was a school for disabled children.

oh really.i met some boy named Bryan. the words he said to me was attached my mind, sad. he said : "children with disabilities isnt always degraded, children with disabilities isnt always humiliated, children with disabilities are entitled to compassion."

yes you're right Bryan!! thats so true, very very true!

one thing that i regret .............
im not take pictures with Bryan. because he had to get in his class. butttt i can go there everytime i want because of............. freedom HAHAHAHA dont take things seriously muggles :) 

look at me..

look.

yes look.

this is me. the new one not a different one. im still an idiot duck, still the same as the first time you knew me. :)

now i can see my world. i can begin living the dream. seeing why its meant to be seen. yet, as our conscious knows... life is an illusion. everything is connected. within myself in the sky... i found a deep level of calmness. this was my infrared world. yet i knew there was an experience beyond the simplicity of the black and white illuminating pieces and i discovered below me a world of vibrant color, light and energy that was the portal of a new awakening!!

evening gathering ♥

my sweet little cousin. big thanks J♥

happy birthday chyntyaaay lol.

this is only a few, not all. too lazy to post so much photos about 'birthday greetings' 

lol. 

the longest. xxxx

unknown people but thanks.

on twitter :)

gna posting about my birthday gifts. ah so bad -_-
merci all. xx

the beach

 

dream on ♥ babeyylambo! ♥

not mine  meh, no wayyy hahahaha.
i'm just in love with them. so fuckin cuitepieyy and cool ♥ ohoo.

i love sport car, just love, the modification is really really WOWW.. there is no intention to have it, and drive it. wait.. i say 'drive it'? hahaha ok i'm just kidding.

my favorite racer is Rio Haryanto, xx he is a Young GP2 Racer from Indonesia. young, cool, and handsummm. 2012 GP2 series with Marussia Carlin Team from UK. cool right?! Marussia Carlin Team is a 2011 British F3 champions and Formula Renault 3.5 Teams' champions, while also racing in GP3 and GP2! proud of Rio, ciao.

and this is my favorite sport car.

♥♥♥♥

oh-gawd. little sweety blue and yellow ♥

OH OH OH. HEAVEN...

oh look!

woww. xxx

bumm bumm bumm.

 i hope you guys will be in front of my house when i wake up.. marry me lah bebe lambhorghini gallardo. hahahahaha kill me!

noom noom noom.